September 24, 2010
Susan’s note: Springer and Trinity appear here every now and then. When last we saw them together, Trinity was in trouble. It was our boy Springer to the rescue — then as now.
Springer sat down on the edge of the bed beside Trinity. She was hugging her knees to her chest, like she did all the time now. Getting herself in major trouble the way she had… it had messed her up pretty good.
“This year’s Musical Hanukkah? You up for it?”
He hadn’t expected her to say yes. Hadn’t expected her to do much else other than what she did: shake her head from side to side exactly twice. Fast, too. Nothing slow or deliberate. It was like she wanted to get done with this talking stuff as fast as she possibly could.
“Trin,” he said, trying to stop himself from moving an inch or two away from her. But c’mon, he wanted to say. How long was a guy supposed to keep getting the cold shoulder? She wasn’t even his girl and she was acting like this. “You gotta pull yourself together already. Life’s falling apart all around you.”
“Why?” she spat, her voice dripping with an edge that gave Springer the chills.
“Why what?” Springer asked, confused.
“Why do I have to pull myself together? What if there’s nothing left to pull together? Did you think of that? Did you forget I got kicked out of the house, I got kicked out of school? I’ve got nothing, Springer. Nothing.”
“Well,” he said, wondering if this was a good idea or not, “you’ve got me.”
She made an ugly face.
“And a place to stay,” Springer said, starting to panic. “Grandma was saying the other day that if you’d be willing, she’d pay you to be her companion.”
“Oh, great. I’ve gone from being a whore to … to…”
“To having a good job taking care of a sweet old lady,” Springer said. “You’ll have a place to stay and whatever you need.” He didn’t mention that he could move back home. Or stay here with Trinity and Grandma. “All you’d need to do is the cleaning, the grocery shopping, stuff like that.”
“Taking care of the garden, cooking. You know. Being a slave. Are you sure I’m not really Black, Springer? Is this the South before the Civil War?”
It was sad he’d gotten used to her talking like this.
“Slaves didn’t get paid. Grandma’s willing to pay you. And let you use her car. I bet if you wanted to go to school for something, she’d help you.”
“School?” Trinity raised her head, her chin coming forward. As her forehead tilted back, she rolled her eyes. “Dropouts can’t go to school.”
Springer sighed. All he’d wanted to know was if she was up for the Musical Hanukkah Celebration. Or maybe if he should go without her. It was looking like that was how it was going to go.
“Look, Springer, why are you here?”
“Because right now, I live here. Someone’s gotta take care of grandma.”
“I can’t take your job, Springer.”
“I wish you would.”
“Why? So you can go live life while I’m slaving away here?”
“So you can do something besides feel sorry for yourself,” he said, sstanding up. “And because I think Grandma would rather have a girl around than me.”
“You’re her grandkid. She’s not allowed to not want you around.”
As if she’d realized the hypocrisy of what she’d just said, she smiled. Sort of.
“Think about it, Trin. You’re not the only one around here who’s miserable ’cause of what happened to you. Right now, you’re the one with the power to change it all.”
She shrugged and put her chin back down on her knees. Springer left her like that, just like he usually did. At least she’d said something. A lot of somethings.
It was an improvement.
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Cathryn Louis
September 24, 2010 3:35 pm
Don’t know their history, but liked the story.
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Julia Smith
September 25, 2010 12:16 pm
It’s always hard to talk to someone when they’re that deep in it – so I admire Springer for carrying on when many would walk out.
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Mari Juniper
September 25, 2010 5:45 pm
Very emotional scene Susan. It shows well the character’s personalities and emotions, even though it’s my first contact with them.
I hope Trinity will pull herself together, and I agree that the talking is a great improvement.
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